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G'day all..

last night was SO much fun.. Went over to Alans house.. with greg, jon, don, dave, bry, nick, scott, steph, scotts girl and sondra.. and just listened to em jam for a while..

Then after a little beer.. things got interesting.. We broke gregs hand drum.. and the foosball table.. and i got hit in the head with a drumstick during one of the many out of control drumming sessions sondra and i had.. lol good times.. then a few of us got hungry so we went to the dorms and raided a community kitchen and made a mad dash back to my apt.. and ate stirfry and chicken at 4 in the morning..lol it was actually really good. 

Other than that i have just been trying to get ready for my superbowl party.. i still havent quite figured out how im going to fit all the people in my apt.. oh well.. i think it will be fun..

I took like a week off work because this guy john told me he would pay me 100 dollars to drive him to manistee and back.. and so i took him up on that and gave myself a break from work.. yay!

Alright well time to go clean the apt. Let me know if you wanna come out Sunday.. or just stop by.. its super easy to find.

Hasta Pasta

Ali

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Ahh.. finally a moment to breathe..

Ive been up since nine this morning.. and for the first day in a long time.. i dont have to go to class.. i dont have to do homework.. and i dont have to be at work.. I dont have class today until 2:30, and its my favorite class.. always a good time with Autumn, Scottie and Wyatt... haha good people.

Anyways.. i kinda gave up on the guitar lessons because i picked up the hand drum and i LOVE it.. im actually getting pretty good.. well that might be because i have an incredible teacher.. but the only downfall is that my hands and fingers are so black and blue.. oh well

I got my tickets for Bonnaroo and Wheatland.. gonna be a GREAT time. so excited... bonnaroo will be great.. but its far away.. and by the time wheatland comes (labor day) i will be able to play the drum with steph and emily.. yay good times.. why wouldnt you love going three days with no shower.. haha..

Work is good... making good tips.. thanks to my dad.. lol he left me a 72 dollar tip.. and..i cant talk about it yet.. but he opened up an incredible job opportunity for me!!!

thats all i got for today..

Peace n Love

Ali

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So this week has been good.  I met a kid named Greg.. and he is undoubtibly the realest, most down to earth person ive ever met.. he really amazes me sometimes..  We have been hanging out a lot because he is into everything that i love but dont express because people dont understand it.. We went to insani-t's yesterday and played jombay's (spelling?).. well hand drums.. hes so talented.. he plays every type of guitar, drums and turntables.. and is actually really good at them all..

I was doing really good with the whole depression thing for the weekend.. but last night i got super stressed out because of some shady things that nick said.. i think it was actually more hurt than depressed..

If people realized how much i genuinly cared about them.. the look on there face would be.. priceless.. they just dont get it.  I lay in front of trains for people who take advantage of me over and over.. and instead of getting smart about it.. i just continue to do it.. Ive made it a point to be super nice to people, and just to to keep the peace around here because there used to be so much drama.. and with some its worked wonders and others have just learned how to walk all over me.. i hate that.

Work is going alright.. i got offered a job at Chilis but i dont think im going to take it because i already have two jobs and that one would be really busy and strenuous.. so we will just have to see..

Other than that.. you should all come out for superbowl.. gonna be a good time! Give me a call if you need info.. I gotta get going so.. ill leave ya with this..

About Me!

1. NAME: Alisha Kathryn Willis

2. BIRTHDAY: 6/16/86  (666... thats bad)

3. STAR SIGN: Gemini

4. AGE: 18

5. Height: 5'4

6. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?: Grand Rapids ,MI

MORE ABOUT YOU!
7. Did you go to school today?: not yet. 12:30 i have anatomy lab and then 2:30 i have Intro to Healthcare

8. Did you learn anything?: Learn something new every day

 9. What did you wear today?: Jeans and a track jacket..

10. WHAT'S YOUR FAVE SAYING? "Ya know?"

11. DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED...HAVE KIDS? Someday.. and i cant wait for kids

12. DO YOU LIKE TO SING? Yep

13. DO YOU LIKE TO SHOP: I think i have a problem

14. DO YOU LIKE TO PARTY: Yeah.. its usually a good time

15. DO YOU HAVE ANYTHING PIERCED? 9 in my ears.. my belly button and my tounge

16. CAREER? Physical Therapy is what im going for

17. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES? Al, Tink, Bug, Smalls, AK, and Dubs

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HAVE YOU EVER...
18. PUT A BODY PART ON FIRE FOR AMUSEMENT? We used to put hair spray on our hands and light em.. not sure what that was all about

19. SKINNY DIPPED? yep.. haha luke remember at clear lake with the old ass drunk ppl.. good times

20. FLASHED SOMEONE? actually only twice.. once when i was like 13 and the other will remain anonomous

21. BEEN IN A PHYSICAL FIGHT? a few.. nothing really bad i guess

22. COME CLOSE TO DYING? Mmm i guess i have but it didnt feel like it.. just what the doc said.

23. BEEN HURT EMOTIONALLY? Broken hearts..

24. BEEN TO AN AMUSEMENT PARK? yep.. ill ride anything but the ferris wheel

25. CRIED DURING A MOVIE? almost.. like when you have a lump in your throat

26. BEEN ON STAGE? I used to do plays when i was in middle school.. and then for graduation

27. HAD CHICKEN POX? twice

28. HAD ANYONE BESIDES YOUR FAMILY SAY THEY LOVE YOU? Yeah..

WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE...
29. FAST FOOD/RESTAURANT? Taco Bell or Wendys

30. CANDY? Caramellos and Mini Gummy Bears..

31. MOVIE? Coyote Ugly.. and a ton of others..

32. TV SHOW? 7th heaven, Dawsons Creek... ER, Third Watch.. um.. World Series of Poker

33. PLACE TO VISIT? Hawaii and Colorado

34. BRAND OF SHOES? My doc's are SO comfortable

35. SHAMPOO? Victoria Secret's new stuff is awesome but i like Paul Mitchell Awapuhi

36. SUMMER/WINTER? Winter.. i love to snowmobile..

37. PERSON TO TALK TO? At the moment.. Greg.. because hes so REAL..

FRIENDS AND LIFE...
38. DO YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND?  Well ya know..

39. DO YOU LIKE ANYONE? Very much so..

40. WHO'S YOUR LOUDEST FRIEND? Probably Kayleigh

41. WEIRDEST FRIEND? I have a lot of weird friends.. pry.. Shaun

42. A FRIEND THAT YOU HAVEN'T SEEN IN AWHILE? Paul.. i miss him SO much.

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I really think i am depressed.. all this shit hit me at the same time..

I went into work today..crying.. thats not me.. i talked to Boss Bill for a long time and he has gone through everything thats wrong with me right now.. so it was a big relief.. but i dont feel right.. i feel like i used to feel, and i know most of you dont know what happened but i dont want it to happen again. 

I dont get it.. i have a job that i love.. friends the love me to death.. parents that are doing the world for me and a man who worships the ground i walk on.. WHY AM I SO UPSET?

Anyways, today wasnt anything special.. i woke up.. i only got like 2 hours of sleep..so i was a little late.. and got to work.. late.. then i took a drive with boss bill and talked for a while.. came back to the apt and roomie made me some food, then i passed out on the couch for a much needed nap. Then i got up and went to sparta and had dinner with rob and his parents and relatives (they are such good people) and then went and chilled with my brother for a while.. then came back to muskegon.. stopped at apple house for guitar lessons (oh yeah.. craig is teaching me to play guitar and im suprisingly not that bad) and then jimbo and nick came back to the apt and played some tiger woods and ncaa.. and now brian and greg are coming to chill.. Sucks that i have SO much anatomy homework..i need to go chill for a while so im cutting this off.. but if you think you know of anything that will help me or wanna just get away and chat for a while let me know..
-al

I heard this song today.. kinda liked it..

Me I'm rusted and weathered
Barely holding together
I'm covered with skin that peels and
it just won't heal

The sun shines and I can't avoid the light
I think I'm holding on to life too tight
Ashes to ashes and dust to dust
Sometimes I feel like giving up
Sometimes I feel like giving up

Me I'm rusted and weathered
Barely holding together
I'm covered with skin that peels
and it just wont heal

The day reminds me of you
The night hides your truth
The earth is a voice
Speaking to you
Take all this pride
And leave it behind
Because one day it ends
One day we die
Believe what you will
That is your right
But I choose to win
So I choose to fight
To fight

Sorry i havent been updating!! I havent had a day off of work at all.. and when im not working im at class.. i guess im not really complaining tho.. looking at the number of people "job searching" and i really like the job..

Had my first Anatomy test today.. definently didnt study at all.. and i managed and 86% so i super-psyched about that.

Other than that.. life has been pretty uneventful.. oh get this..

So yesterday Rob asks if he can come out and do his laundry at my apt.. well i was at work so i just gave him my key and didnt think about it..

I come home completely exhausted and miserable and what does the sweetheart do for me.. has a bubble bath filled with candles all around it, and a glass of ASTI!! and then when i get out he has home made lasagna.. waiting.. YUMMY!

Well im off to play poker so ill try to keep updated..

Leave some lovin!!

Ali